|I felt like this little truck! Crushed!|
To summarize how I felt at this point in my journey, let's go to the Book of Moses in the Pearl of Great Price. In the opening chapter, Moses describes exactly how I felt in verses 9-10.
I felt that I had been left to myself spiritually through my bad choices, but that I now needed to be left to myself as much as I could take. I was left unto myself, and all my physical strength left me. I felt near to death, and it scared me. I continued to pray with greater fervor than ever before. I would spend hours on end praying and pleading in my heart. It was so difficult to get through, but eventually I started to feel better."... and Moses was left unto himself. And as he was left unto himself, he fell unto the earth. And it came to pass that it was for the space of many hours before Moses did again receive his natural strength like unto man; and he said unto himself: Now, for this cause I know that man is nothing..."
|Not an actual pic of me...but you get it!|
Tune in soon to read the end of this series. I promise, it's good. In the meantime, what blessings do we receive from humility?